I have been seeing a psychiatrists and lord, the amount of things that come out. You never sure of how the session will go but you find yourself talking about things you never told anyone. It's like confessing to the priest. Oh, Father I have sinned.  Strange, I tell you but interesting. You would think that is only for those that have huge problems or mental health issues. In a way, Yes, I would say I have mental health issues because I am not coping very well with my illness. Right now, my feet are swallen that I have to keep them up. This is the most frastrating thing, since just getting about seems painfull. It's like wasting my life away to just be a lay about. I am not dealing very well with my weight and it is getting me down.